^{©~Kitty-lynn}

If you wondered if I'm already dead...
No. I have to disappoint you, I'm still here.

The reason why I'm so damn inactive is school and work - I already mentioned it in my last journal but I guess the topic scared off quite a lot of people. I really don't understand why other members one here show no interest in historical events, unless they concern their own country (the majority would be America then). I was deeply shocked to see nearly zero reactions, also on twitter nobody of my pals except me mentioned this date of the wall fall. And most of them ARE German I really don't get it...

Okay, I think you already noticed that I love my job, right? But at the same time it's taking a lot of time and energy from me. So drawing becomes even more difficult. (No fear, Yuleira! I think I'll be able to continue work on your commission tomorrow) I already closed everything concerning my art status and will stop with gift art for some time, too. Or... maybe sometimes I'll draw something for a good friend but that'll be the only thing for others since I have to improve a lot at drawing. My art course frightens me a little bit and I really don't feel talented enough at all.
Hopefully I'll be able to finish the wall picture on this or next Thursday. 'Cause this half finished picture bothers me quite a lot and some friends of mine keep questioning me about it, too :'D Uh...

School itself is not such a big bother. I don't study a lot yet, I guess that's why. And I need to change that fact or my grades will turn even worse. I already did bad in two subjects and I don't like it.
I guess that means that I have to reduce my internet time again (though I doubt I'll be able to pull this through xD ) and I fear I'll be even less active than I already am. But there's nothing on here atm that I'd really miss since very good friends are busy just as well and wouldn't be able to talk with me anyway. (Why?! D: )

Okay, one nice remake picture I've already half finished. And if I'm bored enough tomorrow I guess it'll gain the color it still needs to look good :3 It didn't turn out as I wanted it to be but... oh well, my pictures NEVER do. Honestly.

I hope I'll be lucky enough to obtain some GDW mangas on ebay for a fair price. I'm obsessed with this manga series! If anybody on here is on Ginga Board as well, feel free to contact me xD Just search for 'Kuroi'.
...Wow, that was damn random *cough*

Thanks for your time!



_{P.S.: Sorry for my bad English}